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[Oct. 19th, 2006|11:49 pm] |
Wow. I'm actually quite miserable right now.
And very much alone. |
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| Its Been A While |
[May. 1st, 2006|11:03 pm] |
It's been a while
since I could hold my head up high.
It's been a while
since I first saw you.
It's been a while
since I could stand on my own two feet again.
It's been a while
since I could call you.
And everything I can't remember...
As fucked up as it all may seem,
the consequences that I've rendered...
I've stretched myself beyond my means.
It's been a while
since I could say that I wasn't addicted.
And it's been a while
since I could say I love myself, as well.
It's been a while
since I've gone and fucked things up, just like I always do.
It's been a while,
but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you.
And everything I can't remember...
As fucked up as it all may seem,
the consequences that I've rendered...
I've gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away.
Just one more peaceful day...
It's been awhile
since I could look at myself straight.
And it's been a while
since I said I'm sorry.
It's been a while
since I've seen the way the candles light your face.
And it's been a while,
but I can still remember just the way you taste.
And everything I can't remember...
As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me.
I cannot blame this on my father;
he did the best he could for me.
It's been a while
since I could hold my head up high.
And it's been a while
since I said I'm sorry. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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Im screaming and yet no one can hear me. No one can feel me. No one knows that I am here. No one knows who I am. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|05:40 pm] |
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
Comment to be added. |
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